Monday, November 6, 2017

I'm still here.

I am still around. Adjusting to my new schedule and the responsibilities of having a dog has been a lot ( he is trying to chew threw a box as we speak - I just stopped writing to try and fake eat his bone so he'd get jealous and switch chew-targets).

I've also been going to TMS 5 days a week for a month, and am only now weaning down my appointments. These have been daily and have included missing work time and taking some sick-time hours and vacation hours as not to decimate my paychecks.

Weekends have been busy, but I'm also tired.

The TMS clinic thinks I might have sleep apnea so I also tested for that and am waiting for the results.

I want to write, I just don't want to be sitting at a computer.

My work situation has ben nuts, it's a long, someone else's work situation story so I'll spare you. Long story short a project that should have taken over a year to plan and execute with a team twice our size is now being forced through in 3 months on an all new team. We're burnt out but for most of us it's our first job for the public service sector so we want to make sure we get repeat contracts.

Unemployment and poverty motivate.

If there's anybody out there that reads this stuff, I'm still here.